Tuesday, March 16, 2010, 6:31 PM
{Title ; Another day}
{Posted by ; ♥ Jo Nn}
{Time ; 6.34pm}
Had CCM today ,
AGAIN .
And was late for it for a few minutes .
Because i woke up at 7.47 ..
Then i think left the house at 7.55 .
I know I'm fast :)
Then reached school at don't know what time ,
And CCM continues ..
Not as boring as yesterday actually .
Then had this quiz thing ,
Where lelaki and perempuan VS on the Malay quiz thing .
Then Eddie sit at my place then he message me .
LOLOL ~
I sit at the front so hard message .
Then Clarie keep telling me the teacher coming already .
Then after school today ,
Had volleyball .
Ran 10 rounds .
Wasn't tired .
Then we played as usual .
Then Ms Angeline Tan extra come play with me , De Xian and Clarie .
Then she keep shaking her head .
But compared to last time ,
We were better :)
So now when she's playing with us ,
She isn't wearing that 臭脸 anymore .
But i still don't like to play with her .
Or rather I just don't like her ,
As a teacher ,
She is completely rude .
Then surprisingly ,
I saw ♥Him :)
Surprised sia !
I tot he wasn't in school :S
Okays ,
Then when spiking i kept thinking of his face .
Then cannot spike properly .
Then De Xian was damn angry .. :)
Then afterwards played back-set :)
I set to Clarie ,
Clarie back-set to De Xian .
Fun sia !
Then laughed a lot .
Then coach gathered us ,
Then nag nag nag nag nag nag .............................
Then De Xian almost fell asleep .
Can see that (:
Then continued playing afterwards lor .
But !
When I turned around again ,
HE WASN'T THERE !~! T.T
Oh fxck ,
Why am I talking about him ?
HAVEN'T I DECIDED ?!
And I guess the song 爱不单行 ,
Came at the wrong time .
Feeling completely down at this moment of time .
She likes him .
They have more time together .
So I don't stand a chance ...
I'm thinking about him and her together ,
Thinking about what will happen .
To them , and to me .
I don't know how to explain .
I regretted that I asked that question .
Liking you ,
Was a mistake from day one .
I never knew I would end up in this state .
Sense of helplessness
I've loved times ,
And have been loved times .
But I always can't keep that happiness within .
Why am I still believing in love ?
I don't wish to wait anymore ,
I wish to let go .
I want THEM .
Not US .
I wouldn't benefit if i continue ,
Its to my loss .
I couldn't face both of them ....
Its a shame for me .
{Edit ; 10.00pm}
I finally found out the truth ,
Maybe she risked just to help me get the answer .
But Im sorry ,
I can't stop .
It will continue ..
But I don't wish to ..
Trying to cut off alot of contacts .
Maybe if both of them are together ,
It will be better .
I couldn't lie too long .
I've already gave out a lot .
And I guess he will know someday .
I can't lie ,
Its not an easy way out .
I don't know the consequences .
I must tell you someday ,
Even if I don't tell you ,
You will still find out .
6 people guessed its you ,
And you will know .
Oh yeah !
iPhone no stock !
Sis got seriously P-W-N-E-D ~!
And yeah ,
My mood swings heavily .
Just emo ,
Now high .
But will go back to emo state later .
Trust me (:
But now emo liaos ,
Kept thinking about the unhappy stuff .
So ..
Yeah ,
Won't be updating for today anymore ,
Unless something happens .
